01. INTROVERTED

Always hide my face and hide what I feel
Introverted life, inside I know what is real
But you came into my world took away my fear
I took my time for reflection I wanna know that you're sincere

Always hide my face and hide what I feel
Introverted life,  inside my soul is hard as steel
Then you walked into my world with no prejudice inside
I took my time for reflection 'cause I didn't wanna hear no lies

You crawl inside my world and let me in your mind
Watch me with your soul and analyse me blind
I nestle under your wings and leave the past behind
Cut the strings and tie me down and lift me to a higher ground

Always hide my face and hide what I feel
Introverted life, inside I know what is real
Always hide my face and hide what I feel
Introverted life, my sould is one thing you can't steal

I feel so high when I touch your sky

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice, Lemmy Kilmister


02. MY WORST ENEMY

More and more each day
More than I can say
Alone in the darkness of my memories, headless crawling 'round and 'round
Swayin' in the storm of possibilities, while I'm hangin' on the gallow upside down

Bad habits keep comin' back
Couldn't hit a haystack it's a hard nut to crack
Bad habits keep comin' back
So I'm tryin' hard to quit them, defense is attack

HELL DOWN BELOW IN THE TWILIGHTZONE
IT WON'T TAKE LONG 'TIL I'M CHILLED TO THE BONE
PAIN & AGONY FUCKED UP INSANITY
WHAT A SICK SOCIETY BUT I AM MY WORST ENEMY

Every dog has its day but there must be a better way
Got my packs of golden gleam to spend the night beyond my dreams
Hell on wheels, my lips are sealed, I'm leavin' an emotional battlefield
Ain't so much of a worthy affair, one step up and back down the stairs
Spoonfull, mouthful, over the top
Ain't a daughter of the gods but down with dogs

HELL DOWN BELOW IN THE TWILIGHTZONE
IT WON'T TAKE LONG 'TIL I'M CHILLED TO THE BONE
PAIN & AGONY FUCKED UP INSANITY
WHAT A SICK SOCIETY BUT I AM MY WORST ENEMY

Shadows of yesterday, they don't ever seem to fade away
With all the wisdom, away with kingdom
So many ways in but only one way out
Only one way out

Bust up in the hot city blues
Powdered nose and a hole in my shoe
Frog in the throat, rockin' the boat
Like a monkey through the traffic on a nowhere road

Bad habits keep comin' back
Couldn't hit a haystack it's a hard nut to crack
Bad habits keep comin' back
Well I'm trying hard to quit them, defense is attack

HELL DOWN BELOW IN THE TWILIGHTZONE
IT WON'T TAKE LONG 'TIL I'M CHILLED TO THE BONE
PAIN & AGONY FUCKED UP INSANITY
WHAT A SICK SOCIETY BUT I AM MY WORST ENEMY

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


03. NO SOLUTION

Don't deny my honesty 'cause I will be your destiny
Wouldn't be here if I lie, don't destroy my dignity
Getting sick of your acerbity, your accusation's eye
No energy or sympathy, you bore me like your tie
Violent hands on me, violent hands on me

Innocent, raped, sent to hell, you'll never guess how far
Deeply wounded, close to death, stolen face in a stolen car
Can't forget some people's answer, the family effect
Brought along some misunderstandings, plus: I got no respect!

NOT A LOT OPPORTUNITIES AT THE POINT OF DEATH
DISSOCIATED PERSONALITIES, A THORN IN MY FLESH
SUFFOCATE, ISOLATE, OBLITERATE, NO SOLUTION
VINDICATE, CASTIGATE, STRANGULATE, NO ESCAPE

Don't deny my honesty, it's concrete on the rosery
Wouldn't be here if I lie, don't destroy my dignity
Getting sick of your acerbity, your accusation's eye
No energy or sympathy, you bore me like your tie

NOT A LOT OPPORTUNITIES AT THE POINT OF DEATH
DISSOCIATED PERSONALITIES, A THORN IN MY FLESH
SUFFOCATE, ISOLATE, OBLITERATE, NO SOLUTION
VINDICATE, CASTIGATE, STRANGULATE, NO ESCAPE

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice, Lemmy Kilmister


04. TRICK OR TREAT

Yeah I am not brave to kill myself
I'm scared of that special moment
Look at me and ask yourself
I doubt you're independent

TRICK OR TREAT
KICK OR BLEED
I AM YOUR SISTER
I AM WHAT YOU NEED

There ain't no love around us, no presents, not for free
I know life ain't always easy, open eyes don't always see

Keep an eye on them
The ones who cause the pain
I am innocent but I want to breathe again
A risk I have to take
Make my own mistakes

I'm so tired of hearing lies
Every religion wants a sacrifice
What if I die? Only hypocrites would cry
Well mandacious temptation is a dreadful consummation

I'd try to walk upon the water
I'd fly upon the seven seas

TRICK OR TREAT
KICK OR BLEED
I AM YOUR SISTER
I AM WHAT YOU NEED

Filled up with strange desire
But I learned to cool it down
Got me something to get higher
I know the place in every town

I'm no prostitue
Accept no substitute
But still got lust in me and I want to set it free
A risk I have to take
A face I have to make

I'm so tired of hearing lies of liars who take away my pride
What if I die? Only hypocrites would cry
What a selfish occupation, it's a deadly consultation

Highs and lows

TRICK OR TREAT
KICK OR BLEED
I AM YOUR SISTER
I AM WHAT YOU NEED

You don't know who I am
Tell me why do you give a damn

TRICK OR TREAT
KICK OR BLEED
I AM YOUR SISTER
AND I AM WORLD UNIQUE!

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice, Lemmy Kilmister


05. METAMORPHOSIS

You're not the only one  4x
You're not the only one under the bloody sun  2x

Another generation, different confrontation
Weird desperation or is it designation
Horny stimulation, sex on tessellated pavement
This ain't calm fiction, just a greedy hunt

THE UNDESERVED IS PARAMOUNT
WE LIE IN DISARRAY
A FACE BEHIND MY SHOULDER SHINES
A FACE THAT IS NOT YOURS OR MINE
A FACE THAT IS NOT OVERKIND
AND WHEN I TURN MY HEAD I FIND
THAT FACE HAS COME TO STAY

You're not the only one under the bloody sun  2x

Try to enjoy your life
Escape the fear of destiny
Drape the mortal frame in light
Shape my thoughts around a mystery
If I sinned forgive me, all my faults as well
Cause this ain't a perfect world
Neither am I

THE UNDESERVED IS PARAMOUNT
WE LIE IN DISARRAY
A FACE BEHIND MY SHOULDER SHINES
A FACE THAT IS NOT YOURS OR MINE
A FACE THAT IS NOT OVER KIND
AND WHEN I TURN MY HEAD I FIND
THAT FACE HAS COME TO STAY

Colorful desire, dreams of a yellow nightingale
Metamorphosis
He's a merman from the midlands
And I'm a robin, a robin in his hands

Don't touch that dial, cause it's mine, mine, mine
I built it up, I worked so hard
I'll freeze my blood to heal my heart
Don't walk away  4x

At the horizon where all is dark sits a man who's old and gray
When he speaks his echo barks
He's holy people say

Colorful desire, dreams of a yellow nightingale
Metamorphosis, now I'm a butterfly

He's a merman from the midlands
And I'm a robin, a robin in his hands

You're not the only one under the bloody sun  2x
I ain't a stupid bitch
And I ain't love sick
You better make a switch
Before I'll hit you with a brick

Something has changed, don't know exactly what
But it burns like fire, somehow I gotta stop
Can't deal with the emotions and the way it used to be
Once I was so blinded but now I start to see

Woke up in the morning as if there was no night
If wishes were horses beggars would ride
Power of origin, strength incomprehensible
The cryouts increase, rise, swell, uprise

For you I was the fool
For you I was the fool
For you I was the fool
Ahhhahhhahhaahhhh

Colorful desire, dreams of a yellow nightingale
Now I'm a butterfly
For you I was the fool 4x

No escape no flee
They're always inside of me
I'm a prisoner of laughter
I'm a prisoner of laughter

The cause of your thoughts  4x

Look at the deep C. through it all
Both, saviour and hangmen
Guffaws of eternity
The blind endures swallowed words
So now you tune in to the quire of eternity
Eternity
Eternity
Eternity
Endless C...

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice, Jogy Rautenberg / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice, Lemmy Kilmister


06. REVOLUTION OF ILLUSION

Skeleton crew, skip-skap doodle doo
Devils smiles back on you, Dr. Hooks medicine show

In good company with pure delight
Lunatic paradise, eatin' stewed peas and rice

I've met Jesus himself in the valley of the shadow of death
Have seen Cleopatra eatin' chicken paprika

Mao's daughter sleeps in here
Mona Lisa cries in fear
God bless them, all they want
To live and let live you gotta understand

REVOLUTION OF ILLUSION
REVOLUTION OF ILLUSION

This what we miss heat up in the spoon
Love turned to dust, now it's powder from the moon

There's a hole in the sky where the rockets rush through
So they'll bring us the stuff which is missing between me and you

The essence of life in a plastic cup
Escaping and hiding, I wonder if we could stop

Mao's daughter sleeps in here
Mona Lisa cries in fear
God bless them, all they want
To live and let live you gotta understand

REVOLUTION OF ILLUSION
REVOLUTION OF ILLUSION

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


07. ITS ALRIGHT

Reach my hand up to the sky
Hope one day you will return
Talkin' to myself, I know you won't
But will I ever learn

You know I'll always feel for you
Doesn't matter where I am
Whatever you say or do
You'll always be my friend

IT'S ALRIGHT
IF LOVING YOU FELT SO RIGHT

Say good bye to what has died
You can't return and never will
Tomorrow will come without you
And I will stand upon the hill

I will pray for you at night
Hoping god treats you alright
The wheel of life goes on and on
Without you nothing looks the same
It ain't the same

IT'S ALRIGHT
IF LOVING YOU FELT SO RIGHT
IT'S ALRIGHT
IF LOVING YOU FELT SO RIGHT

My mind is playin' tricks on me
Your face in the crowd is all I see
Can't believe you took the chance
Only twenty-one and killed by romance
Are you happy with what you got
I know you always gave as good as you got
Home was the place where you wanted to be
Now your soul is ment to be free

IT'S ALRIGHT
IF LOVING YOU FELT SO RIGHT
IT'S ALRIGHT
AS LONG AS LOVING YOU FELT SO RIGHT

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


08. LIQUID BRAIN

Climb the mountains of foreign land
Tears of Allah fall in the sand
Heaven above us, fools all around
No one can stop us from touching the ground

DIP MY BRAIN INTO THE WATER
LIQUID EYES LOOK TO THE SKY
HEAVEN SHOWS I'M DEVILS DAUGHTER
MAMA EARTH THIS AIN'T NO LIE

I AIN'T NO PSYCHO AIN'T NO LIAR
WHO AM I WITH THIS DESIRE
GIVE ME BROWN, GIVE ME DOWN
I AM THE QUEEN WITHOUT A CROWN

Night time comes, I'm in white heat
Sweat' is runnin', this will make me bleed
My rooms on fire, this dream is real
Everything I am is what I feel
Oh yeah

Thoughts and feelings, all mixed up
Heart is bleeding, will it stop
Call it bad luck, call it fate
Creations of visions
The mean man incarnates

DIP MY BRAIN INTO THE WATER
LIQUID EYES LOOK TO THE SKY
HEAVEN SHOWS I'M DEVILS DAUGHTER
MAMA EARTH THIS AIN'T NO LIE

I AIN'T NO PSYCHO AIN'T NO LIAR
WHO AM I WITH THIS DESIRE
GIVE ME BROWN, GIVE ME DOWN
I AM THE QUEEN WITHOUT A CROWN

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


09. INVISIBLE RETREAT

Paralized needle eyes, why do you stare at me
Turn to stone, leave me alone with your misery
Reality seems to fade away, spinning in that vicious mind
Darkness will surround your day
It ain't paradise that you'll find
Hollow inside

IF YOU DON'T MIND I'LL DISAPPEAR
AN INVISIBLE RETREAT
LOST BEHIND THE SHADE OF MY EYES
CAUSE THE REASONS ARE SO CHEAP
CAUSE THE REASONS ARE SO CHEAP

And in the end we realize we watched the world go by
Walked in danger, so terrified
Take what we get and in the end we die

Hear the sound of the devil's voice, an echo from behind
Down on the ground, wrecked my brain
Bloodsucker tooth in the vein
I don't care if you disagree or hate me 'til the end of time
Just can't watch you drown in the sea
That would be a crime
Hollow inside

IF YOU DON'T MIND I'LL DISAPPEAR
AN INVISIBLE RETREAT
LOST BEHIND THE SHADE OF MY EYES
CAUSE THE REASONS ARE SO CHEAP
CAUSE THE REASONS ARE SO CHEAP

It's time to make a change
It's time to rearrange
It's time to break free of this misery

And in the end we realize we've been too naive
Tortured and threatened, killed by lies
Friends turn out to be enemies

IF YOU DON'T MIND I'LL DISAPPEAR
AN INVISIBLE RETREAT
LOST BEHIND THE SHADE OF MY EYES
CAUSE THE REASONS ARE SO CHEAP
CAUSE THE REASONS ARE SO CHEAP

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice, Jogy Rautenberg / Lyrics: Nina C. Alicena C. Alice


10. COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN

It's hard work to live easy
Sometimes it seems to be unreachable
But I try to face tomorrow
Another time, another place

Here we are talking again
Didn't get far and didn't get it quite right
Will it change, is there an end
Fight the fear, made up my mind because I'm stuck in here

COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN
COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN

Devastation as soon you've walked away
Never justified the reasons why
But I love you 'til my dying day
Nature speaks in symbols and signs
In symbols and signs

COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN
COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN

Still think about you, remember every word
The touch of hands in moments of lust
Oh it killed me when you pushed the sword
And broke the spell of endless trust
Of endless trust

COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN
COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN

Here we are at the depth of our broken minds
Who knows the answers of all the things
Let me fix your wings
Let me fix your wings

I tried to forget you and push you away
There's no turnin' back you've made me play your way
Your fatal appeal leaves its trace in my mind
Attraction's your law and the reason I'm blind
Make me believe, make me believe
I'm dreaming away, I'm dreaming away

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice, Jogy Rautenberg / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


11. LOWSIDE GHETTO

Born and raised into the low side ghetto
Made to learn to run away or fight
Travellin' through high class city for the first time
Got to see that something's not quite right

Coming back home into the dark
Rats deserting a sinking ship
Hitch the wagon to a star
Watch the water under the bridge

NO ONE EVER RECOGNIZE
NO ONE WANTS TO KNOW
NO ONE EVER REALIZE
NO ONE WANTS TO SHOW

Rich and poor, winners and losers
Black and white, saints and sinners
Power, weakness, wrong or right
It's all the bloody same when there ain't no light

NO ONE EVER RECOGNIZE
NO ONE WANTS TO KNOW
NO ONE EVER REALIZE
NO ONE WANTS TO SHOW

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


12. BLOODY HIERARCHY

We are the creatures they don't wanna show
We are the broken ones they don't wanna know
We are the forgotten ones in so many ways
They set the price, we're built to pay

We are the fools eatin' the dirt in their ground
We explore life, stick to what we've found
We believe in our own religion and we believe in you

Did the ever think that we might not care
First they wanted us, now they wouldn't dare
Hellish rules, no this game ain't fair
But we're living with this

BLOODY HIERARCHY
YOU KNOW IT'S STUPIDITY

We are the fools in a broken world
We are lost children, unable to speak a word
Born into this life, never had a chance to choose it
And no chance to defend

We are tired of hearing all the excuses
Built up a vision of how it might should be
Denied and disrespected, poor and dejected
Now we're alive, so we gotta right to be

Did the ever think that we might not care
First they wanted us, now they wouldn't dare
Hellish rules, no this game ain't fair
But we're living with this

BLOODY HIERARCHY
YOU KNOW IT'S STUPIDITY

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


13. DREAMS OF BLACK

Tell me when the fight is over
Tell me when you think it's done
Cause I can't listen to your promises
Before you know what you want
I will be gone

People run around with problems
Individual mentality
You can hate them or believe in them
But never change their personal reality

Who's got the key to open up the door of liberty
Or do you ignore

I KNOW BETTER THAN THOU
WHO LIVES BEHIND MY EYES
AND I PICK OUT MYSELF WHO'S STANDING AT MY SIDE
YOU SEEM TO BE SURE YOU GOT TO GIMME YOUR DAMN ADVICE
BUT I'M NOT GONNA LISTEN TO YOUR LIES

So many times I wonder why
People doubt me but always stare at me
Too many men getting stronger to believe in things they only want to see
Fates in my hand or am I still talking to my wall
Do you understand, or smile when I fall

I KNOW BETTER THAN THOU
WHO LIVES BEHIND MY EYES
AND I PICK OUT MYSELF WHO'S STANDING AT MY SIDE
YOU SEEM TO BE SURE YOU`VE GOT TO GIMME YOUR DAMN ADVICE
BUT I'M NOT GONNA LISTEN TO YOUR LIES

Music: Jim Voxx, Nina C. Alice / Lyrics: Nina C. Alice


14. YOUNG MAN

Oh well a young man ain't got nothing in the world these days
I said a young man ain't got nothing in the world these days
Well you know in the old days when a young man was a strong man
All the people they stepped back when a young man walked by

But you know nowadays it's the old man who's got all the money
And the young man ain't got nothing in the world these days
I say they got nothing, nothing

Everybody everybody
Everybody knows
Everybody knows
In the old days everybody stepped back
When a young man walked, walked by
They stepped back
They stepped back
They stepped back

Nothing has got a young man
They ain't got nothing in the world these days
I say they got sweet
That's all

Music / Lyrics: M. Alison / MCPS / Jazz Edition Inc.